Friday, June 03, 2005

Today

I feel weird today. I have slept good for 3 nights in a row now. What is up with that? Not the norm of lately! Now I feel more tired though. Did I oversleep? Who knows!

So today I feel tired, nauseous again, and just plain old lazy. Usually the best antidote for that is getting up and moving. But once again, I feel lazy. And when I get up, I feel like is something between my legs that my pop open. Sorry if this is too much information, but I think mainly women read my blog anyways! I almost expect to stand up and have my water break, that is what it feels like anyways. Maybe this is a good sign?

One day I feel like I need more time before Davy gets here, and I should enjoy every moment with Gabbie. Then there are the days where I have so much hip pressure and contractions, and I can hardly bend over without throwing up, and I just want little Davy to get here. Then I can love on him, and let my body recover! I also know that then people will help out with stuff and I will have lots of reasons to be lazy and absorbed in "baby worshipping" as Joey and I call it!

Okay, I know I'm rambling. But that is what this is for. Therapy for me. When I don't want to make all my friends listen to my complaints and rants, I can come here, and they can read or ignore as they please! That is nice!

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