whiny family

Today has been yucky. I could say a few other choice words also to describe today.

I am tired. Period. No amount of sleep right now will make me feel untired. I slept last night, and this morning and this afternoon. And yet, I am still tired, and cranky.

What really doesn't help is that Gabbie has been cranky all day too. She is whiny and just wants to be held by mommy. Could have something to do with the fact that she is still sunburned and has a rash. Who knows. Me being tired and snippy didn't help matters as I'm sure you can imagine.

Then, on Joey's only day home all week we start being snippy with each other. Arggh. At least we apologized and worked it out though, so that made it better. But still. I have been so emotional and plain miserable.

I feel like this baby is literally going to tear itself away from my body and fall on the ground! There is so much weight on my front side, my back hurts, I can barely get out of bed, or off the couch, the floor is almost impossible, etc. I feel like I need to pee, but nothing happens. I am also excessively hungry and only want steak and carbs. I am tired of this pregnancy. And I am a whiny cranky baby. Sorry for the rant, but I am. I want some normalcy back. I want to see my husband again, and have dinner again, and be able to hold Gabbie again without a very large ball of belly in the way.

Okay, I think I am done. Please pray that this is all over soon, and that Davy is healthy and strong, even though his mommy right now is not.